10.24.06

While you were vomiting.. I was tossing, turning, pumping my fists. All external reactions to the internal dilemma of the dream world that plagued me. Four years of jealousy, competition and struggle. I think her image is embedded in my mind for quite some time.

A strange coincidence that days after the dream, you feel the need to hide from me the fact that you hung out with her. I was wondering why you denied my suggestion for dinner together, and my invitation over kim's house later that night.

Finally, my stalking of her digital words produces usefel information. I hope this trend of secrecy will not continue. I got connections, don't fuck with me.